Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Just ignore this useless post.
There's something I realized. It's actually quite easy to ruin someone's day and sometimes it will ruin more than just a day. That is-spreading rumors. No matter whether the rumor is true, or false. Once your name is included then you won't have any peaceful moments for the whole day. Especially when the rumor was spreaded in unexpected places and bout unexpected things. Sigh.. Never knew this day will come. This stupid thing made me unable to pay attention at the last chap of sejarah. And to add the cherry on top, that chapter is bloody long :( Sigh.. Nothing can be done. Just have to let them say anything they want as they are just like aunties in the market. The more they talk the better they will feel. Parents just had to take this opportunity and add the hot chocolate fudge on top. Sigh..
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Life have its ups and downs
*blow away dusts* Haha I'm finally here to revive my now dead blog :P it has been dead since..June? Well at least there's something new to read now :)
While reading sejarah, a sudden flashback came into my head. It came when I was staring at some photo frames and a mermaid that was placed on my table-birthday presents from my primary days. Then I realized that it has been a long time since I mentioned to someome about my primary life. So here's some of the bits and pieces. (I recommend you to stop now if you don't want to face the wall of text below)
Just an average short girl with spectacles and thick hair. In the first few years of my primary life, I joined ballet and have long hair. Therefore, the thick hair wasn't obvious. When I decided to quit ballet, i have to chop them off. Here comes the short girl with specs and thick short hair that resembles a mushroom. Yes, mushroom.
In standard 4 i think, due to a fight which resolves around I-don't-know-wat, friends became enemies. My life then immediately turned 180 degrees. You remember how it is during primary when someone hated another, more people joined the group? Yeap same case here. Not long after that around 85% of the class joined the opposite side for the little carnival.
My spectacle frame had a small design of a squid by the side. This gave them the idea of squid+mushroom=poison kinda thing. So whenever I touched something, they must touch other people to be safe from the 'poison'.
When I meant 180 degrees, I meant literally 180 degrees. From the average 10 year old girl, I became someone who cried almost everyday in school. I locked myself in the bathroom in school to cry. I changed tuition because a certain someone is there. I had the thought to commit suicide and to hurt myself. I searched for reasons to skip school. Even though it's just a simple headache or sore throat. I remember the look in teacher's eyes that said ''you're just making this up right little girl''.
In standard 6, my friend didn't invite me to the birthday party because someone said nobody will go if I went. Luckily even though with all these things happening, I learned to be tough and go through them. There was of course times when the emotions came back. Well, what do you expect from a primary school girl?
I've learn to get to know people from different classes. Before school I'll look for them and have a small chat. At least a second out of class still is precious time. In the end I got 7As for UPSR and primary days was over. Even though in standard 4,5,6 wasn't what a normal school girl should be going through, I went through it and got what I wanted-good results in UPSR.
Now I'm 17, with long straightened (brown =D) hair, contacts and my beloved friends. Just like what I had written as my title, life have its ups and downs. Therefore we should picture those down moments as challenges, hurdles that were placed in front of a bright future. Once you go through them, then you will smile again :)
For those that read the whole post I must say THANK YOU VERY MUCH for your time :) and congratulations. You had succeeded in reading the entire wall of text XD
So here's a short note,
Now you know some of the bad moments in my life. We will have to remember that in everyone there will normally be something. Let it be a healed scar or a wound. And a small gesture that meant absolutely nothing to you, will cut a wound into someone's heart and leave a scar. Forever and always.
While reading sejarah, a sudden flashback came into my head. It came when I was staring at some photo frames and a mermaid that was placed on my table-birthday presents from my primary days. Then I realized that it has been a long time since I mentioned to someome about my primary life. So here's some of the bits and pieces. (I recommend you to stop now if you don't want to face the wall of text below)
Just an average short girl with spectacles and thick hair. In the first few years of my primary life, I joined ballet and have long hair. Therefore, the thick hair wasn't obvious. When I decided to quit ballet, i have to chop them off. Here comes the short girl with specs and thick short hair that resembles a mushroom. Yes, mushroom.
In standard 4 i think, due to a fight which resolves around I-don't-know-wat, friends became enemies. My life then immediately turned 180 degrees. You remember how it is during primary when someone hated another, more people joined the group? Yeap same case here. Not long after that around 85% of the class joined the opposite side for the little carnival.
My spectacle frame had a small design of a squid by the side. This gave them the idea of squid+mushroom=poison kinda thing. So whenever I touched something, they must touch other people to be safe from the 'poison'.
When I meant 180 degrees, I meant literally 180 degrees. From the average 10 year old girl, I became someone who cried almost everyday in school. I locked myself in the bathroom in school to cry. I changed tuition because a certain someone is there. I had the thought to commit suicide and to hurt myself. I searched for reasons to skip school. Even though it's just a simple headache or sore throat. I remember the look in teacher's eyes that said ''you're just making this up right little girl''.
In standard 6, my friend didn't invite me to the birthday party because someone said nobody will go if I went. Luckily even though with all these things happening, I learned to be tough and go through them. There was of course times when the emotions came back. Well, what do you expect from a primary school girl?
I've learn to get to know people from different classes. Before school I'll look for them and have a small chat. At least a second out of class still is precious time. In the end I got 7As for UPSR and primary days was over. Even though in standard 4,5,6 wasn't what a normal school girl should be going through, I went through it and got what I wanted-good results in UPSR.
Now I'm 17, with long straightened (brown =D) hair, contacts and my beloved friends. Just like what I had written as my title, life have its ups and downs. Therefore we should picture those down moments as challenges, hurdles that were placed in front of a bright future. Once you go through them, then you will smile again :)
For those that read the whole post I must say THANK YOU VERY MUCH for your time :) and congratulations. You had succeeded in reading the entire wall of text XD
So here's a short note,
Now you know some of the bad moments in my life. We will have to remember that in everyone there will normally be something. Let it be a healed scar or a wound. And a small gesture that meant absolutely nothing to you, will cut a wound into someone's heart and leave a scar. Forever and always.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Update
Finally!
Here's something after looking at the same post for a few months. It must have been so moody in the blog since the last post was about E Kent *sob sob* Anyway, mid term's over and it's the HOLIDAYS :D:D But i'm already bored and don't know what to do :( The worst part is there's holiday homework from school. No way i'm gonna touch those in the first week >=(
So i went to the OiC camp at Taylor's Lakeside Campus yesterday and it was both tiring and fun :) Race Across The Campus (something like the Amazing Race) was tiringg. Suffered from the after effect today :( Attended the workshop called Fashion. Style. Impression. Surprisingly there're quite a number of guys that attended that course. However it's still okay cause they didn't focus on fashion :) From this workshop, i learned that there are ABC to gain a positive first impression. That is:
Here's something after looking at the same post for a few months. It must have been so moody in the blog since the last post was about E Kent *sob sob* Anyway, mid term's over and it's the HOLIDAYS :D:D But i'm already bored and don't know what to do :( The worst part is there's holiday homework from school. No way i'm gonna touch those in the first week >=(
So i went to the OiC camp at Taylor's Lakeside Campus yesterday and it was both tiring and fun :) Race Across The Campus (something like the Amazing Race) was tiringg. Suffered from the after effect today :( Attended the workshop called Fashion. Style. Impression. Surprisingly there're quite a number of guys that attended that course. However it's still okay cause they didn't focus on fashion :) From this workshop, i learned that there are ABC to gain a positive first impression. That is:
Appearance
Behavior
Communication
Besides that, we have to
Be the part,
Act the part,
Play the role.
5 great tips to a positive first impression:
Polished image
Steady eye connection
Sincere smile
Good posture
Show interest
We also learned what outfits are appropriate for college fashion. Something everyone should know when they get into college in the future. After the workshops, there was a concert at the outdoor amphitheater. Awesome live bands, beatbox and dances. It all ended after the lucky draw which is around 7.30.
This morning I went to MidValley with parents. Did some watch shopping there around Gardens and MidValley. In the end bought something and got my early 17 year old birthday present :D There's a heart shape on the watch and that's why i love it :D Didn't do much after that so there goes my Sunday.
So here i am, blogging and editing the blog cause i'm too darn bored.
That's all for now, MAYBE i'm gonna blog in the next few days. No promises though :)
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
The first announcement
The first announcement this morning, despite Mr. Jacob having problems with the PA system, it's still one sad announcement. That particular announcement caused many tears to be shed. That is the news that Siow E Kent from 4 Alpha passed away this morning. He fought with cancer for a year. After celebrating his 16th birthday on Monday, he passed away this morning. Even though i didn't know him personally, i still felt heart broken and saddened by the news.
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| The photo the friends edited for his birthday on Monday |
Photos taken from fb and twitter
RIP Siow E Kent
28 March 1995 - 30 March 2011
You're our inspiration in life
Forever and always,
we will always remember you,
the person that taught us to appreciate life.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Nazmi
Last Friday, Nazmi was doing high jump and landed awkwardly causing his arm to be broken.
Hence, he was in the hospital for a few days. And not able to come to school for a week. On the next day, few of us decided to visit him in the hospital :D
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| That's Nazmi with the 'pink toga dress' and Chun Kit |
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| The pink colour teddy bear that Rachel, Shyen, Amanda and Sarina got for him |
First photo is taken from Narmadha's twitter,
the next from Tiam's blog.
This week is a hectic week. This is because Monday till Thursday is Saringan Sukan. While Friday till Sunday is Leadership Camp. For these past two days, I only spent one period in class. Was busying handling some stuff for Saringan. I really didnt expected the results for some events though. Didn't expect that Hang Jebat can get those kind of results. (I know I'm being pessimistic) However, i'm still really really happy :D
Good luck for those running 400m finals and 1500m tomorrow and those taking long jump, high jump and tug of war on Thursday.
Hang Jebat, let's kick Hang Kasturi's asses on Thursday during tug of war :D
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Just a quick one
If you haven't notice yet, yes i made my blog public again. :D
Mainly cause when i privatize it, i sort of lose inspiration to blog.
And it's troublesome when some of my friends want to look at their pictures.
So yeah.. i made my blog public. :D
HOWEVER, what's written in here stays in here. kay? :)
Mainly cause when i privatize it, i sort of lose inspiration to blog.
And it's troublesome when some of my friends want to look at their pictures.
So yeah.. i made my blog public. :D
HOWEVER, what's written in here stays in here. kay? :)
Holiday is ending soon. :'(
Back to school = Homework + Results
And i can't screw up this test.
If not, i'll be the one being screwed instead. :(
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